July 16th, 2017

Cancer and Living With Cancer On A Daily Basis!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

http:/www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S002199241500043X/

Cancer and Living With Cancer On A Daily Basis!

Cancer is one of the most brutal and cruel diseases on the planet. Living with cancer is one of the hardest things that person and their families can go through. Cancer has got to be one of the scariest words in the human dictionary. How many of you are living with, have, or know people who are dealing with cancer? My life seems so ironic. Two of my partners, one I was with seven years the other I was with 23 years, died of cancer. The partner I have to day of 13 years, was diagnosed with stage four thyroid cancer a little over two years ago. She took the recommended radiation iodine tablet in the hospital.

On her first cancer diagnosis, she had her thyroid removed, along with some lymph nodes and a jugular vein. Four month later the cancer tumor started growing back on her between her esophagus and her spine. It was closing off her swallowing and she was getting to the point where she was unable to barely swallow food. Her ENT doctor recommended a specialist in Birmingham who did a surgery that was not done here in Huntsville. A total laryngectomy which included the removal of her voice box. They also took a flap from her arm and rebuilt her esophagus because they had to remove her original esophagus. They had to graft skin from her thigh onto her arm. after being in and out of the hospital from infections and calcium over does she finally straightened out to a livable but hard condition. My partner is now 78. You can imagine how difficult this was, but she is a fighter and trooper in all this.

I had already lost two partners from cancer, you can imagine my reaction when my partner was told she had stage four thyroid cancer. My first thought was that I wanted to commit suicide. I did not want to have to go through this horrible ordeal again. What is God thinking? Why am I learning these lesson in one life span? Can’t I learn one lesson in each life span? Why am I the one who is always watching the person that is the most important in my life die a horrible death? When her cancer came back the second time I pulled up my britches along with her two sons and family and we pulled through this one. The doctor said that they got all the tumor so therefore no extra treatments were needed. Just to keep an eye out and keep track of how she is progressing.

My partner was scheduled for her first CT to make sure that the cancer had not come back. Prior to that she had a swollen lymph node come up on her neck. She did not tell me about this when it happened but waited until the appointment for her first CT. The doctor was concerned and wanted to remove it and do a biopsy. She agreed before thinking about it and was under the impression it was going to be an outpatient procedure and nothing to it. The more we got into it the more it felt like possible major surgery might be involved. She decided to cancel it and decided that she did not want to be bothered with anymore medical procedures. She had had enough.

My partner decided that she wanted her regular doctor to take over her care of keeping an eye out on her. They sent her back to see her ENT specialist here. Her doctor examined the swollen lymph node and recommended that she do a needle biopsy to check if it had cancer. Living with cancer my partner so far has decided she did not want to know and take one day at a time.

For myself this has been very stressful for me and has put me into a depression. I was trying not to go on medication but decided to ask my doctor if he would prescribe something for me. I started doing energy healing sessions on my partner and this action that I took is helping me heal and I know longer feel it necessary to ask for medication. So I will continue to do the healing session on her plus she has agreed to take Frankincense, in hope that this will keep her cancer at bay and it will never return.

 

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